My second experience.
I’ve had some dinner and I’ve gone and sat quietly in my living room with the QO book to re read the exercise.
I sit down, get ready headphones on, and this time switch on the device and wait for the sound to kick in.
Yeah m starring at a plant pot.
The noise enters. It’s the crowd sound again. I close my eyes and listen to the layers. Yeah can hear and feel sound, or at least some frequencies modulating between my ears. Some sounds start to phase and layer a little as I try touching the contact points.
I don’t feel physically anything, but I hear whooshes, or imagine them. Like woooooooppppp weeeeeeeeesede!
I wonder if some of the sounds and music I can hear in this wind are working like an old radio receiver. Some pirate radio drowned in static.
I realise at this point I’m deep in another conscious state, not meditating but on a very relaxed state.
I decided to take a moment and consider my mantra I use in meditation. Hmm, stop trying so hard, just relax and go with it.
I try and think about a friend of mine overseas in Miami and start touching the contacts with her in mind to see if anything happens.
Nothing. I try pushing harder and holding things down.
I let go and relax.
20seconds later I start to hear subtle warbling, high frequency modulation like underwater sounds from a hydrophone or sea animal, really high frequency.
That will do for today.